... the agony of defeat

It seems like for every step forward we take two back. Rory had been sleeping better - we’d done some painful let-him-cry-it-outs, and made some gains. But its all come to naught it seems. He is up several times at night again, and i know that i’m pretty tired - I can’t imagine how wiped out Ciara is. Crap.

Watch this, for reference to the title.